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when i eat certain foods, wear certain clothes
paint a certain color on my toes...

when i see a boat or feel a breeze
see a spiderweb in the trees

whether i am buying groceries, or looking at art
not a day goes by when you're not in my heart

"hearts and thoughts they fade away" but in this moment
it feels here to stay

reading a book, hearing a song
having a talk...everything seems wrong

there is a chunk of me missing
i don't know where to look

walking through the park, going to the zoo
how can i trust my gut, when it was so wrong about you?